OTL I couldn't sleep and I left my tablet in the other room which is locked. So I'll just write for now.
Well my oldest brother moved back and I thought that it would suck but it's turning out well. True now our house is completely packed since there's 9 people living here but at least I don't have to share my room. The sad part is that on the day he moved one of my puppies, Tank the fluffy one, died. How you ask? Well I had to put all my dogs in the back section and use a long and heavy board of wood to keep them all back there while my oldest brother, Jorge, moved his stuff into the storage room that's in the backyard. He said he had to go back to his apartment to get the rest of his things, I asked if I could release my dogs but my old lady said not to. I had a bad feeling but I listened to her and left them there. Well aparently I should have listened to my bad feeling because a few hours I came out of my sister's room and went through the living room but stopped to look out to the backyard. I saw the dogs were out and something told me to go out there and count them. When I did I saw only 3 of the small puppies. I called for Tank but I didn't see him come. When I looked to the board of would my heart dropped. I was so scared I walked there slowly but when I got there I flipped over that board like it was as light as a feather. Of course my little Tank was under there crushed and dead. I walked back to the door wanting to cry but I held it in and good thing I did cuz when I got to the door my old lady was there and I told her about what happen. After I went straight to my room both pissed and sad. Good thing is my brother felt sorry said he was sorry since he said he felt like it was his fault. I don't really blame him cuz I should have listened to my bad feeling and went against what my old lady said but I didn't. I don't want to admit it as much but I did cry cuz I liked my little Tank a lot. He was so fluffy and cute. I'll remember you my little Tank. ; 3; Well other than that I've been pretty ok except for missing my rabbit but now he's back. OTL But lately I've been feeling super lonely except when I'm on Tegaki rping with friends. And you might be asking how can I be lonely when I have friends here and a lot of family members? Easy. My friends are always busy at school and my family are always working which means I'm normally left at home alone and when I'm not my family avoids me. OTL There are some good things going on though. I found out that Jorge had an album of Daft Punk and has had it for a few years now. D: I was all, "WTF!!! Let me see please! DX" ouo He was nice and looked through his boxes and let me borrow it to upload it onto my laptop and then my Nina, ipod. That made me so f--king happy cuz now I'm so in love with that band, hardcore. > 3< I even found out that he went to go see them live. D; So damn jealous. I should have known that he would have known it cuz he's trying to become a DJ. He even bought a cool new DJ equipment, which he brought over too. My eyes sparkle when I look at it. XD Oh and I even found out that Thomas and Guy are French. o: They have such cool accents too. Also just a few hours ago he came in with a bunch of groceries. D; I'm so happy cuz I won't have to stare or eat weird creations. OTL My parents barely buy any food anymore. The coolest thing is that Jorge likes a lot of the foods I do. ; 3; Oh and you should see our living room now. There's like almost no room to move around. I can probably show you guys a video of how much of my brother's stuff is in here. XD He has more clothes than me. He has to do 8 loads of clothes. ouo He beats me by 2 loads of clothes. o: Oh and he has so many damn shoes. I only have 2 pairs since I get shoes only on my birthday and Christmas.
I guess that's it for now. OTL I still can't sleep though.
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